if my sadness brings you joy

i'm scared of myself

tired of running

I can't run for ever

So I guess i'm done , but not forever

but I know  people think it's so funny

but it  really hurts

but I  want people to be happy

and if my pain , brings you so much joy

then i'll let it show

i'll let  the tears fall

just to see a smile from you

that everyone will adore

and then i'll know

that my existence

is worth something

to
somebody
somewhere
not
in the clouds .
so if pain brings you so much joy

then I will let my tears fall so that you can rejoice

~ retro