i'm not ALRIGHT

I try not to get  attached

because when i do  people always 

hurt me 

make me fear the  living 

there something about this world

that makes me hate my self more 

and pull  me down to where sink 

and fall into  eternal sleep

to where i shall wake 

and  where i shall not sleep 

and i can lie 

say i'm alright 

but i want you to notice

my red puffy eyes 

and the saddens they hold .

i want you to hug me and tell "i know your not alright "

but that day will never come 

because it would hurt you to much to notice that i'm hurt 

all want is for  you to   be happy 

and if have to lie......

i'll be alrigh-

NO NO NO !

I'M NOT ALRIGHT 

I NEED YOUR HELP AND YOU IGNORE MY SIGHS !

i'm sorry for my out burst 

i'm just a disappointment 

don't take it heart 

i just want someone else 

to feel what I feel 

and then be like me 

so when we take our eternal slumber

we can stay  together 

in the clouds 

or in hell 

we can  still be together 

play together  

and never ever  be alone