self destruct

we all have that button

that we all like to push

no matter how small nor tall

we all do

no matter how

you could be

young , old , middle age

and you still have one

we all have that self destruct button

that we all use

and most are afraid  of that button

me on the other hand

i'm not scared

I love the button i have another escape

anther choice

don't know why i would want want anther one of those

it's just  like the other

and now another question

that goes through my head


should I pull the trigger

should I  fall into eternal slumber

should I tie that rope

should I take that slice

or

should i just push that button.

for some reason when ever i push that button

a smile just appears on my face

and for first time ever since I first pushed that button i'm happy